Modern Meera Concepts..

All thanks to my friend and a great photographer Clinton Monteiro who has clicked this wonderful concept...after getting his new camera he thoght of shooting me first..Feeling Lucky...

Diminishing

                                                                               DIMINISHING

 Little pain was there somewhere hidden under floor,

 I did not want to open the door as I was not prepared for the   horror,

Why do I struggle for answers with you?

Why can’t u be clear about the things I need to know?

If you are not aware then how can you expect me to open up or show?

Atleast try to understand or see my heart the way I see yours

I am feeling too lost which I don’t deserve to be...

Just coz I don’t question or argue much don’t take that for granted, atleast not me

You love me or not is a big question that will keep killing me

Till I get that acceptance from you, I will never be happy remember

So never go on the smile I pass when there is a tense scene...

I just try to give you ease so that you get away with tat moment and feel that I haven’t really seen...

There will be one day when there is a sudden outburst of me

Don’t worry that day we will know wats happening, whether ill be with you or you just erase me....

                                                                                                      

                                                                                                               BY  SONIKA.R.LOTLIKER

When I....

When I….

When I hug you I always get the vibe of goodness, feels like I’ve got solutions to all the tedious problems….

When I hold your hand I feel the strength that I can face the rough sea even in darkness, risk looks like a challenge so easy and negligible……

When I look into your eyes I see the promise that you will never leave me and be together  forever even in numerous hurdles….

So suddenly why this pause, depletion of the aura between us where vision is turning weak with slight corrosion?

Power of understanding low, brightness less and darkness more?

Magnetism in us that existed is slowly developing creeks for the sake of rest?

I miss the days of  being with you sharing jokes, making fun, its slowly killing me….

Suddenly summers fading all the leaves ,suddenly the full moon covered with clouds….

Steps afraid to proceed forward, pressures around pushing us even further away from each other…..

More than strength your turning into my weakness….

I wish to end this phase soon, not unfolding the truth and living with you in our small little world ……

Because  when I love you I should not think about anyone because you’re the one who matters….

By Sonika.R.Lotliker

production avatars

At my best director camera person producer makeup artist all in one...I enjoy exploring myself everyday understanding how far I can spread my wings how much I can rediscover...more to come

my photography

I observe everything around me and pick up a few beautiful memories I would want to frame for the rest of my life.These pictures have their own beautiful stories if you see them they are nothing special or out of the blue but normal people normal sunset we watch everyday....I also have my picture which is just the self obsession that I have to be around everywhere and share the energy...