Just when I….
It’s that breath I miss, it’s the bad nightmare I suddenly
wakeup with, it’s that sudden jerk from a stranger I feel just when I am drowned
in those ugly thoughts of past that disturbed and future that will tear apart….
Growing in silence has made me stronger but till when that I
want to burst out and nobody to give shoulder..Everyone gone away in darkness,
something that I left them with along with a mute band on my face when
questions asked….
Palaces of my dreams were haunting my smile and so were
those faces who betrayed me once so then what was the right choice to make, I questioned
till I got lost in them and returned back to reality that it’s my fault..That
silence I used to make me strong….
Peace was just within somewhere hidden in my childhood now
it was shattering that innocence I still preserved till I was protected by
insulation of silence…
Why did I never want to break hearts, really..Even when
nobody really gave a damn to my deeds..Scaring that child in me by warnings to
lose love or even relations …
Have I created myself this way or am I born to be this way,
reality has slapped me so many times and just when I want to give it back the
silence again insulates me within….
By:Sonika..Lotliker
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